Topic: seraph given months - he'll take 120
Yesterday the MD said that this was the most aggressive tumor that he's seen in 20 years, one other in 20 year grew this fast and resisted Chemo and radation. He said "You got months - and I maybe wrong ..."
I said "Look its skin lymphoma - that's easy to cure I read"
He said "Nope you don't have skin Lymphoma - what you got is interanal Lymphoma eating up threw your skin ... you got months not years."
I said, "Okay I got months - I'll take 120!"
I'm eating fine - a bit 'light' for me - but that's about what a normal person eats - I was a HUGE eater! - drinking fulids just fine - pooping was a problem - but the cute blond girl - showed her profeincy at fleet and so that's no longer a problem or as big a one as it was.
Pain? - I use an Oxy every 12 to 16+ hours - and the rest of the time I'm eating enough MMJ to drop a bull elephent - its pertty funny given that I WAS such a light weight before I got this crap - now I tell people my dosages and they get scard. We (HMS) makes a spical losenger that is for heavy pain and post Op morphine replacement, we call them #20's - we make #5's and #10s too - 5's are like a hit or two or some great meds - 10's are for serious pain flare ups - 20's are BOOM BOOM OUT GO THE LIGHTS - I'm doing 4 or more 20's in 12 hours - I also use a topical rub which stops the pain and iching of the exposed tumors on my skin (my pizza looking thigh) ... also helps with my back pain
Helps isn't a good word - think like some one just reachs over and turns down the volume nob on the pain from 12 to 1 in a few seconds - its amazing stuff! + as (of course) anit infection stuff in it too!
Such is life - and it is good - like I said "Months? I'm too busy for this - I'll take 120 months - minumum!
And one person can lift this the same one who got me this far - GOD can lift this as he has lead me in everything else ...
Anyway that's the news - for anyone intrested on my latest with OUR bout with Lymphoma