Hello out there. Well let me start off by saying I guess I have epilepsy too?!
When I was 4 years old during a neighbors wrestling match I was kicked and nocked back had banged my head on a steel wagon wheel in 1980.
They called paramedics, I just remember being nocked out and the lights. Stitches and recovery I was only 4 years old.
8 years ago now 23 years old, when I was washing my hair in the bathroom I looked down and looked up and my face was busted. Lost a tooth, busted lip.
WHAT THE H HAPPENED? At first I thought I got light headed and fainted.
Well life went on bought a new front tooth and 6 months later I'm Driving, on my way home from a date.
Close to home and while driving turned my head west towards the sun and I only remember faintly seeing a black coated guy and shiny white glare. I wake up I'm in the hospital.
Whoever called the ambulance said "I stopped my car in the intersection rolled down my window and asked for help", I don't remember doing that. Not a scratch on my car.
The doctors said I had a seizer BUT I was never diagnosed before.
So they take my drivers licence away by code & I get tested EVERYTHING, EEG's, EKG's, BLOOD, MRI's, CAT SCANS, AND NOTHING FOUND!
BUT here take this medicine (Dilantin, phenytoin, etc.).
I became a different person under all those crap pills they made me pop. READ ABOUT THERE SIDE EFFECTS.
I would smoke weed at night to make me go to sleep, be able to think clearly while relaxed, get my F__KING appetite back.
1 year goes bye with no seizures so my doctor takes me off those medications. Still with no conclusion to why I had seizure activity.
So I'm not taking medicine no more in 2002.
So 3 years go bye 2004 no seizures.
I'm cleaning out my closet I go into the bathroom and I have a black eye. WHAT! How!?
The next day I ran into the kitchen to tell my brother I don't feel right, right in front of him for the first time I had a Grand maul.
Everybody else probably did this too!
So I got back on insurances, got a new doctor, all of those rip off test, over priced, "I have a life long illness and I have to spend thousands on therapy".
I'm now broke can't afford treatment.
YET THEY STILL NEVER FOUND OUT THE CAUSE OFF THE SEIZURE ACTIVITY & they are DOCTORS?! I SPENT MONEY ON NOTHING FOR NOTHING.
So going back, I've smoked weed forever. I'm now 33. I've never had a seizure while high in my whole life.
I've only had them when I was not taking my prescription like I was supposed to, stressful events like, in court for my daughter's visitation rights "EXPENSIVE", new job, fighting with others, STRESSING HOW I WAS GOING TO PAY FOR ALL MY NEW MEDICAL BILLS!! HEALTH CARE ISSUE!
I can't to get back to my career mind, my goals , my business
I have become hostile, very aggressive, taking my pills I feel all the side effects. I can't eat early, I can't even jump start my butt to get out of bed. But if I don't take my prescription and have seizures there goes my drivers licence. How will I get to work. I can't afford test right now I'm broke. I'm confused.
I'll smoke marijuana, THE MEDICAL KIND. IT HELPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll make sure I go by state guidelines, FEDERAL guidelines, follow all the rules it will help.
Right now all I need to do is get back to work, eliminate and don't create stress, eat right, sleep right, Watch my daughter grow up, live, play my music.
I agree that medical marijuana does help.
Good luck to everybody out there who has epilepsy, seizures, etc.