Topic: Chronic Pain and FM also CRSD

I've been sick for the last 8 yrs on a current list of pain meds,hydrocodone,hydromorphone, and at times the fentanly patch,along with xanax and zopodiem to sleep,22 pills a day,tried mmj for sleep work well and helped with the aniexty happen to smoke mmj and the pain doctor just happen to drug test me and can positive she was ready to take me off the meds because it's against dea rules for a doctor to prescribe meds if your on mmj.I read and know of other patients that don't have this problem is it just here in san diego or is it else where in the state?She is real compassionate to her patients when ti comes to pain but mmj zero tolerance,I've been on savella,cymbalta,zoloft ,lyrica,and about all the pain meds you can think of,I choose hydrocodone because I don't feel suicidal like I did when I was taking oxycodone.I think a person should be able to choose not the doctors,I'm an below average smokers maybe in the morning to eat and maybe the afternoon to eat again and at night to sleep(the zopidem gives me nightmare I wake with chest pains) that's about the extent to my mmj use.The pain meds help won't lie but there are times when the affect isn't as great and I'd like to take less meds,I'm currently under SSDI so don't get much money to support a mmj treatment per month and the pain meds I pay nothing would really like to combine them taking less is always good22 pills if I smoke mmj probably get down to maybe 12 some what better.If you guys have any ideals or suggestions I would appreciate it and maybe live a more productive life with manageable pain and be able to enjoy my grand kids a little more and spend time with my wife instead of being afraid to go out from all the side effects I get from taking so many meds.
thank you for your time and patience.